Get Me OUT!!!

Another Friday night, home, alone with nothing to do. Allow me to correct that. Nothing interesting to do. Double correction. Nothing Intersting AND Exciting to do!

I have a tendency to be an introverted person. Shyness and embarassment overwhelm me and oftentimes people take my reservedness as snobbery, which couldn't be further from the truth. But first impressions are what stick I guess and people don't have the patience and understanding to give people a chance to open up. And thus the friends I have are few and far between. All my closest friendships I've carried with me from high school, when I was a social butterfly (not to be confused with being popular which I was far from being). But now I've lost my magnestism and become more reserved. And even those friends which I've kept and moved away and moved on. They have busy lives of their own. Boyfriends, girlfriends, husbands, wives, children, jobs, etc.

So, I'm on my own, alone on a Friday night and I really don't want to be. Which is why I've decided to make a sincere effort to change my situation. Every Friday night, starting next week, I'm going OUT! Out of the house to go do something both Interesting and Exciting. I'll even settle for semi-entertaining if it comes down to it. I need to do this now before I start school and while I still have summer Fridays when I get out of work at 1pm. Now all I have to figure out is where in god's name I'm going to go next week? This is going to be tricky.